THANKS!!
to all those who were there for me throughout this extremely tough time... frankly, you all were the ones who brought/dragged me through the emotional turmoil....
There were times when I completely wanted to give up... coz, life felt worthless without him by my side...
so. sitting on the kitchen window ledge late at night, 25 storeys above the little toy cars honking below..
... contemplating suicide ...
but NOOOOO... somebody must be messaging me ever 10 seconds, asking me to talk to them, or go out to eat with them tomorrow...
I mean, how can you even have the melancholic mood, essential for suicide when somebody messages you,"Yo! Tmr you want to go Pasta Fresca or Olio to eat?".
or, "waaaayy... kor. my computer is stuck at DOS, what to do ah?"
You feel like slapping them.
but HELL YEAH. these messages tend to snap you back to reality...
years ago, (it seems like a faded memory now), in my pre-previous chapter, I wrote,
"Love gives you wings to fly, to take you to the highest heavens and far beyond the clouds... But when you fall, its a long, long way down, with only your friends to stifle the impact on the cold hard flood... It will be your friends who will be there for you."
I'm really glad that you all are there...
Simon
Haryanto
Jasper
Jeremy
Timothy
David
Flora
Mirantz
Marcus
Kappa
Yushaa
Elina
Phoebe
Crabby
Daniel
Hui Ting
Richard
Xiao Wei
Ren Jin
Richard
Celexter
Max Kor
Alvin Kor
Nicky Didi
Alex Didi
Joanna Mei Mei
Calvin Kor
Yuan Long Didi
The ASH
The SP-AJ peepz
The agape youth
My colleagues
My beloved DMC Classmates
Mirantz and gang
Zhangde peepz
HSS Choir peepz
9C water renegades
God
I doubt I could ever list finish everybody... but I really thank God for all of you...
I promise I'll try to be there for you all if anything happens..
Finally, thank you Dominic... life was great with you. Dreams can disappear, but memories will never fade..
I will always remember the times we spent, for the best.
=)
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Everyone of you!...
*hugs*
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